Well, if I had only had to have 4 months of chemo, I would be done right now- so depressing.  I am sure everyone is anxious to hear my bad news- My chemo nurse, Lanita, is quiting.  Ok, to everyone reading this I am sure it doesn't seem like terrible news and you were probably imagining something a lot worse.  However, I really love Lanita and I am really going to miss her.  It is going to be strange having a new nurse because I am so used to how Lanita does things.  I guess it is hard to explain unless you have been there and every time I try I just start crying, so I'll just leave it at that.

My red and white counts are low so I am getting both of those shots on Thursday and I am also getting another hormone blocker so it doesn't seem like this is going to be a very fun chemo.  When I got home from the hospital today I felt really terrible, like I was gettinng the fll- achy all over, chills, couldn't sleep.  However, after forcing myself to get up and drink tons of water and eat a big meal, I am feeling a lot better.

For now all I can do is look forward to August 12 when I will see Curtis again and we are going to see Josh Groban in concert- fun stuff.